"the situation is like…..hmm, someone who you love the most, you trusted full and totally has a big influence in your life.. for a case, she/he doesn’t support you in your study/college life (because of distance etc), it ruins you so much for couple months, finally you try to follow her/his track. you put an effort to enjoy your life and keep struggling on, in the same way, (one day) you find that she/he breaks you down with her/his silliness outside there. of course it breaks a credibility… because you have a positive perception as always to her/him.
so far, she/he thought you dont know about this. she/he thought she/he still in comfort zone because nobody knows. in this period, you have no idea, so you do nothing.. just keep waiting for enlightenment and a chance to say what you think it shouldn’t be told to other.. overall, it seems like you have tried and struggled for something useless because you have faced all your bad-times, let your dreams away because of her/his refusal then you live your life in pressure for the one you loved but the truth is she/he did something ruins you. she/he is totally changed your perception about her/him (now)."